Did the truth just dawn a little?

Granted I am in the middle of a paper which has been limping along due to my AIM chatter... But wow. I mean. Wow.I ran over to catch the end of Existence, and caught it perfectly. And I just wanted to cry and laugh and jump afterward, as much as if I'd never seen it. I'm just on high a star somewhere after the last two hours.Things just seemed to be settled--and clear. I mean, I thought hints of things, but I was never so sure. It just feels like something really did fall together. Like a number of things finally fell together.And I can't really explain, but...It is so terribly sad and amazingly beautiful all at once.